Can't Sleep.
1 Year... doesn't seem so long yet I hold my breath thinking of the changes that have come to be. There are two days in my life I always remember. Today is one of them. You know, it's incredible but I still miss you. I walk home sometimes wondering what exactly you'd say to me if you knew what was going on. Some snide remark or witty comment, perhaps some thoughtful psycho-babel. I welcomed it regardless. Things have changed, others haven't.
I wonder if you've met her? I think you two would get along. She meant a lot to me... just as much as you did. Two people who ushered me into a different life... two people who meant the world to me. They say they always take the good ones... I guess it's true.
I said to my friend today, "I think he'd be happy with the way things turned out." I truly hope you are happy wherever you are.
It's not easy...